After the last post I’m feeling a little bit bad. Sometimes I waffle back and forth about if I should post certain things… Am I a bad mother because I lost my patience? Please tell me there are other mothers out there who have experienced something similar and I’m not the only one 
When I blog it serves two purposes: to hopefully help others and to vent. I try hard to make sure this blog maintains it’s realness. A lot of people see AP’s as “perfect”. We try hard to meet those expectations too, despite the stress it puts on us. For me at least it seems like I am constantly being compared to “real mothers” and the only thing people think I have to offer that is worth anything is money. Another comment from a stupid person…but that one really stung Anyway, that’s another post for another day.
Motherhood is wonderful and parenting M is the most important thing I will do with my life. But it’s not all sunshine and rainbows… I have bad days too, regardless of people’s expectations of what an adoptive mom should be. I’m not perfect. This is my first time being a mommy… I guess I’m just looking for some reassurance…
